shit like this only happens to me

ok so the other night i was chilling with some friends and we was bored and decided to jump on the computer and surf the net for some stuff..lol.. anyway we end up watching porn (www.smashbooty.com for those of yall who might want to check that out) we stumble across one video of two guys "gangbanging" a female and it started off as one guy and the girl and then about three minutes later a second male enters the screen... second dude turns around and my mouth literally drops to the floor and my tongue rolls out.. the man in the film is my ex boyfriend.... all i could think in my head was nah this aint right wrong person, maybe its a look a like, this shit cant be happening, what the fuck am i seeing. i was just thinking so many things at one time. midway into the film he says something about atlanta and i knew right there and then that it was him.. my heart sank.. fucking sank like the TITANIC....

MY EX IS A FUCKING PORNSTAR...
so i met him back when i first moved to atlanta when i was seventeen. i met him from a mutual friend, i used to hang out with this girl named emily and like me she dated older men, one night she and i went out to downtown atlanta where she was going to meet her "friend" and he was there as well and that is how we met. he was really sweet and we just hit it off right away mainly because we are both from ny, he is from queens and i am from brooklyn. we talked, courted, dated for a while but after a couple of months (about nine or ten) i decided to call it quits because we both knew it wasnt going to reach anywhere. he had way to much baggage and i was only seventeen and didnt want to deal with all of that. he had an ex wife, son, and was a major flirt, way too much for me to deal with., sweet guy but not for me, plus he was just a tad bit older than what i usually go for (at the time me and my mom made a deal that my limit would be ten years older and he was twelve lol) after we ended things we still kept in contact and then after a while we just lost contact (that was almost two years ago)... but now its all starting to make sense because when i had myspace and he would hit me up on there on his page was all these very sexual woman and he did have a picture with roxy reynolds (yes i know my stars) and under the picture was a caption about seeing her in the studio.. anyway this is just the most.. i cant deal lol... just cant. ... well i mean really cant say anything besides WOW....
SHIT LIKE THIS ONLY HAPPENS TO ME
i was going to post the video but decided against it.... but i might later on.. arghhh im still replaying this in my head trying to figure out what the heck is going on.

9 comments:

tha unpretentious narcissist © January 17, 2010 at 7:50 AM  

You are right..this shit only happens to you. I wish I saw one of my exes in a porn (cept my son's mom...that wouldn't be cool) i'd broadcast that shit to everyone we know with the caption "this is what happens to your life after you fuck me over" lmao.

Not trying to make light of your situation, just saying that's crazy as hell.

Miss.Fortune January 17, 2010 at 7:12 PM  

OMG! -gasp- i dont even know what to say.

F January 17, 2010 at 8:03 PM  

WOW... All the words in the dictionary fail me right now... I can only imagine the shock you felt when u saw him... DAMN...

Nishant January 18, 2010 at 7:53 AM  

breaking up is the hardest shit ever, cause you can't be friends after you actual get together like that.

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Supastarrr January 18, 2010 at 1:29 PM  

THAT, my friend, is some crazy shit.

TiKeDi January 18, 2010 at 8:57 PM  

LMAO THAT IS CRAZINESSS....ONLY YOU

Secretia January 19, 2010 at 9:29 AM  

Talk about shocking, I guess you were as surprised as you could be.

Secretia

RoByn LaTice January 19, 2010 at 9:21 PM  

Damn. That seems unreal. But You wanna know the first thing I did tho after I read the website? went straight there typed in gangbang and start searching...lmao. I dont think I found it. Should hv posted the vid. That shit is unreal..I wud be too devastated. Smh...only you!

xxxx January 20, 2010 at 2:58 AM  

@robyn lol i will email you the link to the video...lmao