12:38 and missing mr. t

omg it is 12:39 and i am horny as hell... of course i cant call t because once again he pissed me off today so i put him on time out.. i know he wanted me to stay with him tonight, i can tell he wanted it bad it was all in his eyes... but gosh instead of punishing him i am punishing myself.... gosh i hate this little cat and mouse game thingy he plays....damn im picturing it in my head what we would be into now and its making me want him more.. i think im just gonna go to bed.. late night boredom is a sin.. and "cravings" are deadly