how could one ever trust another man with their heart

HOW COULD ONE HUMAN TRUST ANOTHER WITH THEIR HEART? I MEAN IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE TO WHOLE HEARTEDLY LOVE SOMEONE. AS WOMAN WE LOVE HARDER BUT CAN THE SAME BE SAID FOR MEN.. I WISH IT COULD. BUT IM NOT SURE IT CAN BE. AFTER EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED BETWEEN T AND I THESE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS IF I SAID I DID NOT STILL CARE ABOUT HIM I WILL BE LYING.. ITS CRAZY THOUGH BECAUSE ALL THOUGH I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM THEIR IS A PIECE OF ME THAT DONT FEEL AS STRONGLY AS I USED TO ABOUT HIM.. IS THAT A GOOD THING. DOES THAT MEAN IM ON THE RIGHT PATH OF BECOMING TOTALLY CLEAN FROM HIM. IDK. I GUESS ONLY TIME WILL TELL... BUT AFTER EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED I DONT THINK I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO LOOK AT HIM THE SAME. I HAVE NEVER HAD SOMEONE PUT THEIR HANDS ON ME AND HE DID.... I HAVE NEVER HAD A MAN CALL ME A STUPID BITCH AND HE DID. AND WHAT MAKES ME MAD IS THAT HIS BABY MOTHER HAS BEEN CAUSING ALL THESE PROBLEMS AND HE STUPID TO SEE.. I SWEAR PART OF ME FEEL LIKE HE STILL WANT HER CAUSE IF HE DIDNT HE WOULDNT BE LISTENING TO EVERYTHING SHE HAS BEEN SAYING TO HIM. HE SAYS ITS BECAUSE SHE HAS HIS DAUGHTER.. I SAY ITS BECAUSE HE IS WEAK MINDED AND GULLIBLE. WHAT DO YOU THINK? FOR THE PAST THREE WEEKS SHE HAS BEEN SPREADING RUMORS AND SHE KEEPS MY NAME IN HER MOUTH.. I SWEAR IM TIRED OF THIS BITCH AND IM STRAIGHT READY TO KICK HER ASS... BUT I CANT BLAME HER SHE THE SMART ONE. HE THE DUMB ONE. I NEVER SEEN SOMEONE SO DUMB AND IMPRESSIONABLE AS HIM... ITS SICKENING.

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