Words from my sissy poo

"the same way you be dealing with everybody else you need to sit that nigger down and put him in his place, you need to be sturn.. but thats what happen when you start a cycle and idc what you say, because what i am saying to you is the truth...and i wouldnt talk to you if i did not LOVE you. see, you are a college educated woman, what were you doing picking up this hoodrat in the first place...i know the heart wants what the heart wants but you need to tame that shit and think about other factors... he had a record way before yall even hooked up you had no business. dont be mad with what i am saying but now that this shit has hit the roof i can say what i want to say because that door could have easily been your face... come on this shit is ridiculous

and the more im talking about it the more upset im getting...i swear i dont know if you like the drama, the up and down, or is this what some folks call "hood love" but you WILL go on TIMEOUT if you pick this NIGGER back up again and I am serious, you need to call tmobile and block his number from your phone."

im always in control.. i always have full control over my life and everything around me, when did i lose my grasp on things... im the rock in my family, the one person everyone turns to and now my sister is giving me advice and telling me about myself when im the one that usually does all the talking.. i feel like its all out of my hands..