why am i up


it is 4:40 am and i am wide awake.. yall i am soo tired it is ridiculous.... for the past four or so days (im going to be honest, i lost count after day 1/2...lol) i have been watching my goddaughters... i love them but never again... not for more than a day or two...lol they are so hyper and i just cant do it... i and j are pass those stages where they want to run around and cause chaos... now they answer me back...that i can deal with i can just pop them in their mouth but the whole running around thing... now that is a different story... them twins are a mess though i love them soo much... they bring joy into my soul and a smile on my face...everything is auntie a this and auntie a that... first thing i heard in the morning was auntie a i love you... and at night before they went to bed auntie a hug...auntie a i love you.... lol omg.. now im thinking about it and i want them back..but seriously i lost soo much sleep there were times i wanted to cry.. all day today i slept my ass off and i am still tired...i am trying to play catch up... just to let you know how bad i took a shower at around 9:40 came out at 10 did not even get dressed went into the bedroom and just fell asleep naked no towel nothing still a little wet...and i just woke back up a little after 3... my eyes are burning me though so i think i am going to lay back down. i love their smiles...

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