chemisty class

so today my chemistry professor posted the mid point grades and i am making a 65 in the class.. hmmm i dont know how to feel about this. i wanted to do sooo much better and because of this i am a little disappointed, but at the same time i am horrible in chemistry so i am kind of glad that ihave a 65... all i need is five more points to make a C. is that a bad way to look at things? well im not one to settle but when it comes to chemistry if its at least a C, i take what i can get. i just really need help. i have been going to tutoring. still hasnt clicked in my head yet but hopefully it will soon. i mean we still have to take a midterm, final and two other exams plus labs, workshops, and class participation so i am sure i can make it work. wish me luck