empty bed

my bed is empty yall... in five days it will be four months since i have had sex... i am proud of myself. its a milestone for me. and knowing that i have made it to four months will make it even easier for me to reach my goal of six. hopefully i can go beyond that which i can see myself doing. i feel like its something that needs to be done until i really find someone worthy of my goods. i am glad with the decision i made, i am so proud of myself. and i'm not saying oh i'm proud like i didn't think it could be done because i always knew it could, nothing is impossible. but i am proud of myself because now i have even more control over my life than i did before, its a certain way that i have been feeling since my decision that is unexplainable but it brings a smile to my face. what are some of your goals for yourself? both short term and long term.