the earthquake in haiti a Haitian man has been found alive and well.. besides dehydration and malnutrition the man is perfectly fine... this is evidence that God is good.. My God, your God is a mighty one and an all powerful God.. dont know the mans name but pray for him.
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my bed is empty yall... in five days it will be four months since i have had sex... i am proud of myself. its a milestone for me. and knowing that i have made it to four months will make it even easier for me to reach my goal of six. hopefully i can go beyond that which i can see myself doing. i feel like its something that needs to be done until i really find someone worthy of my goods. i am glad with the decision i made, i am so proud of myself. and i'm not saying oh i'm proud like i didn't think it could be done because i always knew it could, nothing is impossible. but i am proud of myself because now i have even more control over my life than i did before, its a certain way that i have been feeling since my decision that is unexplainable but it brings a smile to my face. what are some of your goals for yourself? both short term and long term.
sometimes i wonder if i were to die today or tomorrow what would be my legacy? what would people say about me? i know that i am a good person and like everyone else in this world i have made mistakes. nothing major but nonetheless they are mistakes. the statemement "the bad always outweigh the good" is unfortunately true. i know that i have done more good than bad in my life to this point, but what will people choose to look at? my heart is made of gold but like anyone else i have flaws. i do get angry, low tolerance and no patience. i have made trouble. i will never deny my past because it has made me who i am today but my past still haunts me today. i mean i was a kid and like any other kid i got into trouble. it may have been more extreme than others but still i was a kid...lol.. i just hope that if i were to die today that my family, friends, and anyone who has ever come across me can honestly speak of the good and not the bad... but only if it is truely from their hearts... i wouldnt want people to be forced to say good things... i hate fakes and i wouldnt want them at my service... be real about the person that i was... idk that was just a random thought. but do you ever wonder what people will have to say about you after you are dead and gone?
