if you really knew me you would know that

i love my family, especially my twin sister..she is my best friend

i manage to smile no matter what

sometimes i lock myself in my room, sit in the dark and i cry

i hurt more than i let on

i used to have a bad relationship with food (purge)

sometimes i wish i could get away

i wonder why im still not done with school.. i feel like a failure at times

i almost lost my life twice (&& im still standing)

i am stronger than my enemies

i love hard

sometimes i laugh just to keep from crying

i love my body but i know i can lose some weight

im scared of the future

i dont regret my past but i resent the person i was

i have caused alot of pain

i am scared of dying

i will give up everything i had just to make sure everyone else around me was happy

ive lost a pregnancy

I HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO.. I AM STILL LEARNING