Showing posts with label ex. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ex. Show all posts

Words from my sissy poo

"the same way you be dealing with everybody else you need to sit that nigger down and put him in his place, you need to be sturn.. but thats what happen when you start a cycle and idc what you say, because what i am saying to you is the truth...and i wouldnt talk to you if i did not LOVE you. see, you are a college educated woman, what were you doing picking up this hoodrat in the first place...i know the heart wants what the heart wants but you need to tame that shit and think about other factors... he had a record way before yall even hooked up you had no business. dont be mad with what i am saying but now that this shit has hit the roof i can say what i want to say because that door could have easily been your face... come on this shit is ridiculous

and the more im talking about it the more upset im getting...i swear i dont know if you like the drama, the up and down, or is this what some folks call "hood love" but you WILL go on TIMEOUT if you pick this NIGGER back up again and I am serious, you need to call tmobile and block his number from your phone."
im always in control.. i always have full control over my life and everything around me, when did i lose my grasp on things... im the rock in my family, the one person everyone turns to and now my sister is giving me advice and telling me about myself when im the one that usually does all the talking.. i feel like its all out of my hands..

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fuck the police


so my ex just kicked down my door at one o'clock in the morning, and the police said there is nothing that they can do about it because they did not see him do it (apparently they have to witness a crime being committed), and two because it is a misdemeanor...soooooo basically they are telling me that next time he can kick down my door, beat my ass, and dip and there is nothing they can do about it because they didn't witness it themselves... BULLSHIT!!!!

everytime i decide to move on his pulls a stunt like this...im soooo fucking over it.. what the fuck is the police for if they cant fucking serve and protect..isnt that what they are supposed to do?!?! shit last time i checked thats what they pledge...

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my mind rest on you

EVERY NOW AND THEN MY MIND REST ON YOU.. I THINK OF TEXTING OR CALLING JUST TO SAY HEY OR TO HEAR YOUR VOICE (I PREFER HEARING YOUR VOICE) && THEN REALITY HITS ME.. I KNOW YOU WONT ANSWER, I KNOW YOU WONT RESPOND SO IT MAKES NO SENSE.. I MISS YOU... BUT IM CONTENT

so i miss him, i miss my ex. i miss his smell, his smile and especially his voice.. oww that voice i miss him and it so much. i miss the conversations we had, the silent nights, the fights, passionate days and nights, i miss it all. i miss him like crazy, i miss his touch, i miss eyes, i miss his nose and i definitely miss his mouth.. his lips.. soft pink lips.. i miss him.. i miss it all i miss the man that i once "loved" i miss him..i really thought it would last.. thought i was ready for something more serious than my past. i miss talking to him, seeing him i just miss him in general. wished it would of worked. wanted it to so bad.. but i guess everything happens for a reason. i wish him the best of luck, wish him all the happiness in the world.. only problem is.. I WISH HIS HAPPINESS WAS/ IS WITH ME... damn how can that be resolved?

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mothers day...

sunday was mothers day and due to certain circumstances i was unable to spend the day with my mother so my sister and i spent the day with my aunt instead and bought sunshine and happiness to her day.  we went to her house cooked her dinner and bought her a cake. we had a good day, a blessed day, and it was fun.  on another note i woke up early sunday morning and i immediately felt a little down. i keep my computer on at night and my ex-boyfriend instant messaged me saying:"Happy Mothers Day...you would of been a great mother." He continued to say that he was sorry for everything and wish that our child was here that way he would still have me in his life through her. I don't know if it just me being a witch with a B but i really didn't appreciate him interrupting my life and telling me all of this. isn't it too late. i would of been better off with him saying nothing to me especially on this day.

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